Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in Aaron's InsaneJournal:

Monday, October 27th, 2008
10:08 pm	This doesn't happen much. But...... I feel Cute. Maybe it's hope thats doing it. But I do. I feel adorable. Cute and sweet and lovely. Weird considering I think I'm coming down with this worrying killer flu bug. (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 14th, 2008
6:44 pm	True Love, Hope, Faith, Desire, Hope Hope; noun, verb, hoped, hop·ing. –noun 1. The feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best: to give up hope. 2. A particular instance of this feeling: the hope of winning. 3. Grounds for this feeling in a particular instance: There is little or no hope of his recovery. 4. A person or thing in which expectations are centered: The medicine was her last hope. 5. Something that is hoped for: Her forgiveness is my constant hope. –verb (used with object) 6. To look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence. 7. To believe, desire, or trust: I hope that my work will be satisfactory. –verb (used without object) 8. To feel that something desired may happen: We hope for an early spring. 9. Archaic. to place trust; rely (usually fol. by in). —Idiom 10. Hope against hope, to continue to hope, although the outlook does not warrant it: We are hoping against hope for a change in her condition. She is wonderful. She is so, I, She leaves me speechless. What makes me doubt how I feel is that it was so, instinctual. How can I feel so suddenly instantly drawn to someone. Unless it's not me. Maybe my Empathic ability is still on the fritz. Maybe I'm feeling someone elses emotions. Does love at first sight exist? Or is it impossible to not feel this way to her? I'm confused. I've no idea how to cope with how I'm feeling. Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Friday, July 4th, 2008
12:15 am	And have you felt your neck skin crawl, When youre searching for the light? Nyctophobia, scotophobia, lygophobia. All the same name for the one Broad term fear of "Fear of the Dark". Such a common condition in children it's dismissed with a kind word, and a night light. It's not really the fear of the dark, but the dangers of what could be in the dark, the childs favourite stuffed animal becomes a vicious monster in a low light, the creak of a settling floor board can become the howl of a witch. How does one deal with a child who fears something so rational as the dark here in Mysteria? When the dark was the monster? Sigmund Freud, Introduction to Psychoanalysis. "I once heard a child who was afraid of the darkness call out: 'Auntie, talk to me, I'm frightened.' 'But what good will that do? You can't see me;' to which the child replied: 'If someone talks, it gets lighter.' " (Comment on this)
12:07 am	My dearest twin I know I'd never tell you to your face how you make me feel. How you make me feel hated with just a look. I wish I knew why but I guess I'm not privvy to that information. But still. I know, even as I think the words I hate you. I know it's a lie. I know that deep down in my heart. I love you. I just wish you felt it too. I wish I didn't feel so lost and alone. But it's how you made me. So I guess I should continue to work on just being me. Half. One. Solo. Not Twinned. Aaron. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 23rd, 2008
4:14 pm	I don't know how I feel about Mysteria. Everything seems to work a little differently. I think I need a little more time to decide whether or not thats a good thing or not. I mean everything being the same would be pointless. Why bother moving but at the same time if everything is completely different how do you fit in? How can you make friends with no back ground familiararity? (Comment on this)
Monday, March 31st, 2008
3:23 pm	Theres someone in town, who, it's, I can feel what he's feeling and it's horrid. It's been a long time since I've felt something so horrifying. It's getting hard to sleep. I need a coffee. Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Friday, February 22nd, 2008
12:04 am	Notes: Vampirism Human hematophagy Information from Wiki Drinking blood and manufacturing foodstuffs and delicacies with animal blood is also a feeding behavior in many societies. For instance, cow blood mixed with milk is a mainstay food in the African Maasai. Some sources say that Mongols would drink blood from one of their horses if it became a necessity. Black Pudding is eaten in many places around the world. Some societies, such as the Moche, had ritual hematophagy, as well as the Scythians, a nomadic people of Russia, who had the habit of drinking the blood of the first enemy they would kill in battle. Some religious rituals underline the importance of metaphorical hematophagy, such as in the transubstantiation of wine as the blood of Jesus Christ during Catholic eucharist. Psychiatric cases of patients performing hematophagy also exist. Sucking one's own blood from a wound is also a behaviour commonly seen in humans, and in small enough quantities is not considered taboo. Finally, real or imagined, human vampirism has been a persistent object of literary and media attention. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Rent: tango Maureen (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 12th, 2008
11:55 pm	Wish to Contact me? Reply here! Wish to Contact my Mun? Reply here! (uh, whats a Mun?) Current Mood: content (Comment on this)